I've been in a funk these past couple months and I'm having a hard time snapping out of it. I hate to blame it on hormones, but I'm guessing that all of these changes my body is going through definitely isn't making life easier. One minute I'm the happiest girl and the next minute I'm throwing a pity party for myself. I can literally feel like I'm on top of the world and am so blessed to have the best friends, then suddenly I feel like I've been trampled into the ground and my friends hate me. Am I pushing them away? Do they just not want anything to do with me? Am I not a likeable person anymore? And then other moments I just feel... worthless. I don't even know if worthless is the right word, but I just feel like I "exist". Nothing more, if that makes sense? And then I feel guilty for feeling that way because I'm growing a baby for heck's sake! It's just so confusing.... poor Eric! I don't know how he puts up with me. Seriously, can I blame these crazy ups and downs on the hormones? I'm usually not an unstable girl, ha ha.